Jeph Howard

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Thu, 02 Oct 2003 18:41:14 GMT

Holy fuck. I have no updated in over a month. Wow...
Shows are fun. I miss Bert. I haven't talked to him in the longest ass time. I wish he was here right now. That is all.

Um...yes...

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Fri, 22 Aug 2003 03:06:26 GMT

Ok, I supose it's time for me to update. Here goes nothing...

Being off warped sucks. Bert and I went to a gay club last night, I guess that made us horny so we went home and screwed.

I haven't talked to Sarah in a few days. I wonder what she's been up too? Sarah if you read this...TALK TO ME DAMNIT!

Adam and Kris are back together? Or um something? I guess Adam's in London or wherever with Kris right now. That's awesome, I know how much they love eachother. I hope everything works out for them.

That was my update...COMMENTS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. Thanks!

xxx
-Jeph

Fucking Power Outages

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Sat, 16 Aug 2003 17:10:46 GMT

Hey Kids. (Do you like violence, do you wanna see me stick nine inch nails thru each one of my eyelids...)

Ok, sorry...alittle Eminem there for everyone to enjoy.

Moving on, alright so I'm pretty sure everyone has heard about the power outage in Michigan, New York, Ohio, New Jersey, and all of those other lovely states. Well normally this wouldn't affect me but Bert and I were supose to get married Friday. They wouldn't let us fly out there or anything. -shakes fist- fucking bastards.

Hmm...Sarah and Jesse seem to be getting along QUITE well if you ask me. -smiles- I'm happy for her.
Alright, I'm going to go eat or ya know something
xxx
-Jeph

And the ramblings start.....NOW!

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Sun, 10 Aug 2003 20:12:50 GMT

Greetings. Well today is the last day of Warped Tour '03. Man...it sucks. I'm sad. I wish warped was year 'round. That'd be fucking sweet. I'm stoked for next year for sure. If we don't play, I'm going to every show possible -laughs-

So Jesse and I started a support group for ourselves. Anyone can join tho. I forgot the name. :\ whoopsie. I'll...uh get back to you with the details.

Mhm, Bert went off on me today. I really wish I knew what his problem was. But we all know Bert doesn't like to talk about that shit, and it just causes more shit. So yeah. I guess I'll just stay away from him or whatever.

Ok, well I'm done rambling on.
xxx
-Jeph

Today I fell, and It Felt Better...

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Thu, 07 Aug 2003 01:21:40 GMT

Hi. Alright...everyone of you mother fuckers better have watched Hard Rock Live. Quinn's ass was mighty sexy. -laughs-

I guess Bert and I are fighting -frowns- I want to talk to him about it but I can't find him anywhere. I fucking walked all over this damn place and he's no where.

Mhm, yeah today was pretty boring. I got a new hoodie. I'd show it to you but lj is being a prick so I can't. But it's Avril Lavigne. -cracks up- I don't really know what happend. One minute I was talking to Sarah about getting a new hoodie and the next minute I was buying an Avril one. -shakes head- What has the world come to?
xxx
-Jeph

If love existed we wouldn't be so soft and easy to ruin.

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Fri, 01 Aug 2003 15:40:14 GMT

Hey! Well I have the BEST news ever! Bert and I are getting married! -smiles- He's the best. I love him more than life.

Sarah- came back to warped yesterday. woo! She slept in my bunk.
-evil grin- Man, let me tell you. -laughs-

Anyways...I have nothing more to say. That is all.
xxx
-Jeph

The Brave Little Toaster

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Thu, 31 Jul 2003 02:09:42 GMT

Hey kids. I just got done watching The Brave Little Toaster great movie. Anyways. Today I hung out with Sarah. We went to Pizza Hut. She had bread sticks and I had 3 pizza's. Yeah I know I'm fat slob and should not eat that much but I didn't really care eariler. Hum...haven't talked to Bert all day. -frowns-

AHH! Last night I taped Quinn jacking off. We're going to sell it on e-bay and make tons of money. -laughs- Man, everyone needs to get a copy. It's the funniest thing in the world. I wouldn't lie.

Well I'm out.
xxx
-Jeph

Eek!

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Tue, 29 Jul 2003 03:30:19 GMT

Hello hello! Well today I had many pleasent surprises. Here they go...

Adam I haven't hung out with that bitch in months. Today I finally did. It was very umm...fun/interesting to say the least.
-laughs- Him and I really need to hang out again soon. He's such a rad guy. Everyone of you mother fuckers better check out his band
-Taking Back Sunday.

Sarah So right, I have been wondering where Sarah has been. I really thought she was still pissed off at me. But then out of no where SHE APPEARS! Man, that fucking rocked! She is so awesome. She's coming back to warped Wednesday. I'm going to rape her.
-cracks up- That was the best seeing her today.

Bert I also hung out with Bert a bit today. That was nice. I love him so much. I haven't seen him in forever outside of the shows. -pouts- but today I saw him. -smiles-

Well yes, those are my nice surprises-seeing everyone again. Woo. Yeah well I'm out like a fat kid in a dodge ball game.
xxx
-Jeph

Make her think she's beautiful

sheusedme@hotmail.com — Wed, 23 Jul 2003 14:44:45 GMT

-yawn- Good morning. So yeah, I'm up extremely early today. I'm not to sure why but its strange if you ask me. I decided I'm going to start my journaling all over again. I hate clutter and those other entries were just to many.

Man, we only have a couple more weeks at warped. It seems so crazy that it's almost over. We should still have a billion dates left. Oh well. I guess we're going to record this fall, and a tour? I don't know. I'm just going by what Branden said. I never pay attention to anything anymore.

I'd really like to know where in the fuck everyone is. I haven't talked to Sarah in over 3 weeks. I really hope she's not still pissed off at me. I haven't talked to any of the guys except Quinn for the past -scratches head- who knows how long.

Taking Back Sunday is still going to do 3 Warped dates.
-jumps up and down- I'm excited to see those guys again.

Well I'm going to take a shower. Hit me up if you want to talk to me jeph wants used .
xxx
-Jeph